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    9/27/2009

    再一次

    伞的丢失所引起的 
    我弄丢了那把黑色Esprit长伞。恋旧的情愫忽地涌上心头。
    这个城市鲜会下雨,因此它多与回忆有关。
    它走过旧图至明德,陪我在北区吃过饭,为我在下着雨的深夜前行,站在17楼的天台幻想过当降落伞,还有在飘着雪的冬季在黑色伞面上打出片片霜花。
    我怀疑所能用来祭奠的东西会渐渐少去,从而虚构的悲情会无从释放。
    好故事,必须要先把自己感动到哭才行,这么看来,我已经没有任何故事可讲。
    要拥有必先懂失去怎接受。我也不想背负那么多回忆,不想坚持那么多,不想挑战自己的承受极限。因此,且让它去。老大说,或许这也是上天的暗示。
    我不迷信,但也去过八大处还愿了,尽管我觉得这很大程度上是自我催眠。缘起,缘灭,不值得那么多纠缠,我也没有纠缠。那天的八大处下着小雨,我并没有撑伞,就认为我已经不需要伞去渡了吧。
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    kai jiangwrote:
    To 曹静:
    下雪了,没了那把伞还真是不习惯
    Nov. 3
    静 曹wrote:
    我也记得你的那把黑伞
    Nov. 2
    kai jiangwrote:
    To Huaping:
    不要拿着童言就当无忌,在别人的地盘还是要有所尊重
    Oct. 15
    kai jiangwrote:
    To Shitong:
    值得回忆吧
    Oct. 15
    kai jiangwrote:
    To 李琼:
    嗯,向前看
    Oct. 15
    kai jiangwrote:
    To 许勇:
    那你赶快回去阿,抓紧时间大干一场
    Oct. 15
    Huaping Xuwrote:
    忧郁、彳亍、彷徨、丁香一样的姑娘……
    Oct. 14
    我记得那把黑伞,印象比较深刻。
    Oct. 14
    wrote:
    傻孩子,别想那么多。永远有美好陪伴在你身边,也有更多的美好等在前方
    Oct. 9
    勇 许wrote:
    什么时候搞得这么忧郁,
    我就知道,
    回家发现老家那边一片欣欣向荣~~
    一回大连,

    北方还是不行,
    ~
    Oct. 9

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